Happy Hump Day Everyone!
In case you skip most of this, I have a Blast From the Past Hair Video for you below. My very first hair video. I was very new to being on camera. In fact, this was only the 2nd time ever that I got on camera. How brave of me to do a hair video on just my second time! lol
Today has already been a very busy one for me and for my mother. She had her doctor appointment. This is a task I dread. Tension is always high and mood is usually terrible. Today was no different. Terrible outing. Just terrible. But we are back and I can hopefully recover from the mental pain this always causes me. It’s no joy for my mother either.
I have no clue what I’ll do for a video later, or even if I’ll do one. Seriously distraught from our outing. I feel like I need to just bury my head in a pillow and just cry for the rest of the day. No one will ever know exactly how it feels to have a narcissistic mother unless they have lived with one their whole life. And it’s an odd trap that there seems to be no escape from. I know I could leave. I was trained not to. Trained wells And it’s constantly reinforced.
Not much else to say. I’m raw right now. Let’s just move on to the daily shit that I post about below. Oh, I guess I could at least mention that last night, after nearly 9 hours of working on this video, I uploaded a new Upcycled Fashion. I was so worn out after that video that I could not even sleep until after 4:30am. Hell, I cooked a full meal of beef and even added 4 eggs at 3:00am. After sleeping for only a few hours, the phone woke me. That did not help today’s mood at all. Being exhausted on a day when I have to take my mother out is never good.
What I Have on eBay: Still the Penny Auctions with Free Shipping. Trying hard to get more up but I want to have it all cut before listing. Might all just wait until Friday. Or I might try to list something Thursday so my Peanut Gallery Facebook Group can have an early chance to grab what they need first.
10 Free eBooks plus Free Music: I have the new Free eBook Downloads which includes Free Jewelry Patterns, I’ll Give You Something to Cry About (I actually downloaded and hope to read that one), a Classice Cars Book for Kids and more! I have the Free Music Downloads too.
Yesterday’s Walmart.com Deal: I don’t know if any of these clearance swimsuits are left. Yesterday they had only size XL available. If XL is your size, you might want to check them out for great savings!
On Derrick’s blog: Blittzen Prestige Worldwide Tee. Please remember that prices change constantly on amazon. Might be higher now. Could also be lower!
Peanut Gallery Facebook Group Update: We currently have 855 and growing! Join here so you don’t miss anything!
What I’m Watching Tonight: Big Brother and America’s Got Talent. It’s the night that I have to switch back and forth. I rarely vote for anyone on these shows anymore, but I totally wanted to vote for Darci Lynne, the young ventriloquist. But I was consumed with work and forgot. Tried to vote just now but I’m too late. I’m quite sure she’ll make it through. I’d love for her to win.
Youtube Analytics Mini Update: We did indeed hit 27K subscribers over night as I thought we would. Thank you to everyone who has subscribed so far! And in case you are curious, so far for Sept, I have gained 752 new subbies and lost 157. That leave 595 net new subbies so far, and that’s only up through Sept 4th (youtube is always 2 days behind).
Have a great Wednesday! Darlene xoxo
Blast From the Past Video
My very first Hair video!
Uploaded on March 12, 2015. Over 2 years ago! This was only the 2nd time ever that I got on camera.
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